Rather than attack or for that matter, even being able to see the true reason for their discontent, stupid cowards much prefer to vent their frustrations upon someone they consider harmless.

If you are like me, kind and generous, then you are probably very familiar with this behavior. They hate their job, they come after you. Their spouse abandoned them, they take it out on you. Someone else made them angry, someone more powerful than themselves, they take it out on you etc. etc…. I’m done with tolerating that sort of cowardly abuse, the best examples of which can be found eminating from Gang Stalkers.

Eye for an eye, tooth for a tooth (the innocent excepted), it is Biblical after all. Reap what you sow.

Had a few words with a fellow homeless couple who’s spot on the sidewalk I unknowingly co-opted, causing me to lose a few winks but am making up for if on BART. Also had some teen girls get on the train acting kinda wild, forcing me to bang my head against the aluminum window frame in order to awaken from my near coma to see what all the commotion was about but that was about it.

I’m going to have to make a commitment to checking in every Saturday. I thought about this some time ago as an early warning indicator, but just got lazy. Lazy that is, until my dear precious mother was murdered by a DEW (Directed Energy Weapon) right in front of me. I never mentioned this before but right after her murder I was treated to a very interesting bit of street theater. Some guy in an SUV had made up some big sighn about his mother dying and him not having enough money to pay for her funeral. He displayed this sighn on San Pablo ave just a few blocks from where my mother’s apartment complex was, days after she died. This was meant to anger and provoke me into making some kind of attack on those who I suspected we’re responsible for her murder. I should have taken pictures but then againt, if such wicked antics aren’t already familiar to you then what would be the point? Soon enough you disbelievers will see the reality you don’t want to accept.

Anyway, I will now commit to posting just a short note, every Saturday, to let you know that I am still here and have not been yet murdered by those unseen evil forces that really control our reality. The same ones that murdered my mom. Don’t get me wrong, I fully expect and hope for this, as it will be the most sure testamement that I was really on the side of right, standing by by God and my favorite human/Godman Jesus, dying just like he did.

All the Apostles we’re murdered by the way, and my mom knew the risks as I explained them to her. She told me to keep fighting, which makes her a martyr, the highest position one can have in Heaven.

Don’t get me wrong, there is a definite effort to squelch independent voices, but isn’t it funny how the largest and most successful of them somehow carry on?

I recently had a very interesting conversation with a mature woman who had imigrated from China. I asserted to her that free speech did not exist there, her response was to the contrary. She said “Oh no, you as an individual can say anything you want, no one will come after you. It’s only when you begin to organize that you will feel the government’s disapproval.” I found her statement very chilling. In other words, any successful movement in opposition to the establishment, as a practical matter, has to be state sanctioned. I then began to take a hard look around.

Gee, I thought to myself, could the true unseen powers that be actually employ the same method here in our great nation, land of the free and home of the brave?? Again, I took another hard look around the alternative media landscape.

Who are the two most successful alternative media personalities that have the largest followings and biggest platforms. Hmm, now let me think for a moment. Who have been both the alternative media leaders and forerunners to pioneer the breaking of critical stories about what the evil left have been up to. Gee, I wonder who those two could be?? Anyone residing in Texas and my hometown of San Francisco perhaps?? Friends even, of the President himself?

I can tell you this much, that if those two were to ever meet me they wouldn’t like me very much. Because I have been watching for over six years on a near daily basis I would have a lot of uncomfortable questions for them concerning their contradictions and hipocracies. Most people don’t have the time to listen like I do. I believe I even made a YouTube video a few years back about “Pied Pipers”.

This whole attack on the alternative media is just a ruse meant to strengthen and focus support for the two only surviving front men, who knows what their true motives are. I would like to think that they are actually double agents such as the Game maker and crew in the movie The Hunger Games but that’s probably just wishful thinking.

No, what experience has taught me is that when someone is decieving you it is almost always to your detriment, in the real world at least. Another wishful thought is that perhaps they are double agents and are just trying to clear the channel of alt media noise by attacking other alt media contemporaries because they truly know what’s best for us but again, deception.

As much as my wishful thinking helps me hold my nose as I listen to them both, I think their heart’s are as dark as any abyss.

As an explanation point to what I’ve just said, not more than one hour passed before the Berkeley Police showed up after posting this and told me I had to move. Harrassment at it’s finest.

Even as I was composing this post in my tent located on a deserted island on Shattuck Ave., right behind the Berkeley Bowl grocery store, I heard a man shout “Get up and go to work you bum!” from the street adjacent to my tent. Shortly thereafter, the Berkeley Police showed up and told me I had to move. Mind you, there are tents located up and down Shattuck Ave., unmolesteted and undisturbed. But post a little truth about our condition and look and behold, the thought Police show up. Where are you when real crimes are being committed? Where are you when stores are being robbed, innocent people being killed, women being raped and children being molested? Apparently, some obscure homeless blogger speaking thought provoking truth is top priority above all the aforementioned.

Shame on you, you traitors to our country, you coconspirators to those abominable crimes you let go unprosecuted. Rather than persue real criminals you go after those of us trying to seek real justice. How do you sleep at night, in your multi-thousand dollar homes?

And one more thing. I’m in the midst of a transformation. I’m transforming from what I used to be into something much harder and much more tough. Don’t attack me unless you expect opposition. I am kind and generous but I am also not letting bygones be bygones, anymore. Fair is fair. Leave me alone and I’ll leave you alone but attack me only expecting the same in return.

Baring my teeth gentlemen, showing the fangs…

Hello all,

just thought I would give you an update as to my current doings and whatnot, you know, without giving away too many secrets and such… The life of a fugitive is so interesting and exciting. I actually did see a bona fide rainbow a couple of weeks ago and cried. First one I’ve seen in years. Thank you for loving us so much Father God, thank you so very, very much.

Not much to tell really, pretty much still homeless or, “address challenged” to the more sensitive among you. It’s alright, you can say it, I don’t bite, A BUM. There now, doesn’t that just clear the air right up? I never hesitate to tell people of my housing status upon first meeting, especially girls. What’s to be ashamed of? There are quite a few of us out here, some by choice. Yes, I’m living out here on God’s good graces and humor, homelessness is the new black!

As to my legal status, I often joke with one of the volunteer legal assistants that I have no use for her services since I’m officially an outlaw and how much of a shame that is. I then tell her how cute I think she is and compliment some unique feature of her personage every time we meet, she really seems to get a kick out of our exchanges. God, how I love girls! Is there anything in this world better than a woman’s smile?

Not sure where to go or what to do at the moment, isn’t that terrible? I feel as though I’ve said, warned and prodded as much as can humanly be expected and that now, well, it’s just up to you folks as to what you’re going to do. I’m exhausted. Sure, I meet the occasional person who needs waking up now and again but really, if you aren’t woke now then what real hope is there for you? There comes a point when words become useless, I’m now just waiting to see which direction humanity will take. I know what side I’m on. Whatever glorifies the human being to the exclusion of all else. Fuck you Satan and all of your fucked up children. Let’s do this!

Yep, that is the question, what will humanity do? Choose to save themselves and fight evil or give in to their destruction. Give me your broken, your dumb and your hopeless just as long as they have enough sense to want to live. I’ll take anyone willing to fight so long as they see what’s coming and want to save themselves, I honestly don’t know what kind of insanity compels people otherwise (fools). It shouldn’t be that hard to see in an era where information abounds, for however long it does. The clock has been ticking and now time’s up. What are you going to do people, live or die?

The poisoning continues, the twenty four seven torture. I hear there is a former Catholic Nun who has found a cure so I’ll give that a shot but really, unless I’m actually incapacitated it won’t stop me. Evil has to be opposed wherever it is found no matter the conditions or, condition of the fighter. They have stepped up their gassing assaults lately but so what? I never get depressed nor very fatigued at all and consider their attempts to kill me a high honor.

Judge a man best by his enemies, some wise person once said long ago… Take a good care.

Be This Guy – Lone Nazi Dissenter

My recent experience with doll set in motion a path of discovery that has brought me to a general conclusion. All leaders are born but are finished in the “making”.

I can’t help but think that my stupidity and ignorance concerning male-female interpersonal relationships has actually proved to be an asset in my activism. We’re I to have been like most folks, programmed by all of the lifelong conditioning to value traditional social norms, I would never have been able to do as I’ve done. The social programming that teaches most people to value things like chasing the opposite sex, social standing, personal reputation, Hypergamy, and marriage would have prevented me from acting against those conventions for the sake of selfless greater good. The very quality demanded of effective leaders. After all, why should I follow someone into danger if that person has never made direct sacrifices themselves, has never themselves lost skin in the game?

In focusing so heavily on altruistic endeavors to the exclusion of romantic interpersonal relationships, I allowed those skills to rust. You have to stay in practice to stay sharp and I paid a bit of a price emotionally for that neglect. Such a positive accident though since the experience brought me back to the very core of what it is I’m really all about, that being the health and welfare of the human family. I have now come full circle, having explored the farthest reaches of the human condition to finally circle back around to the most basic of fundamentals. Is romantic love now in the cards for me? I suspect not unless she’s some sort of goddamn kick ass, hard-charging General like me, who gets off in staring death in the face to save others.

Not easy, I can tell you that much, but I wouldn’t have it any other way.

I am a classic Sigma, showing most all of the characteristics assigned to the type. I usually hate authority but will follow competent leadership when necessary, be them male or female. I do not want to be the boss nor the center of attention but will step up to the plate when called upon. I prefer to be solitary but do enjoy the company of people from time to time, the more diverse the better. My interests and hobbies are disperate and arcane. I am always considered smart but just a little off and I will speak my mind without regard to consensus. I revell in standing apart from the crowd. I am also highly moral but detest organized religion, yet hold rigid Christian beliefs. I am preoccupied with the greater good and will always choose the higher path regardless of personal cost. I also cherish civil disobedience as social commentary and practice being a scofflaw in the face of judicial hypocracy. My motto is to live and let live, a citizen of the world and a slave to no one. I love deeply and passionately but will abandon if that is the best choice, even matters of the heart must make sense. I am usually fearless and will confront wrong when aware of it, at the greatest of personal cost sometimes.

Who knew? I was a Sigma all along…