Just a quick update to let you know what is happening with me since my mother, Linda Goodmoney, was murdered by the Deep State due to a dispute with her landlord EAH Housing and my attempts to protect her from them.
I have been working steadily ever since the crime occurred, the only way that I could think of to shield my mind from the horrors of the event. One of the problems a person encounters when dealing with Gang Stalkers, their attacks and the nature of true reality, is that most people are oblivious. You are just crazy as far as they are concerned since they don’t see what you (and a minority of other Targeted Individuals) see. This can be absolutely isolating. At best, if you are believed, most people become frightened and prefer to ignore your plight since it is not happening to them, or so they think. Again, you are alone.
So, to deal with this in the only constructive way available to me, I procured employment. This is how I dealt with the pain of my last divorce and it is how I am dealing with this latest horror, now. Distraction by staying productive and not giving myself time to think too much. The Job, coupled with all of the problems that resulted from my mother’s death that continue to present, have provided me with an emotional and mental shield. I still feel it all, but have some sort of escape.
A great deal of police contact immediately followed my mothers death, from many different agencies. Call them attacks at a moment of vulnerability if you will. This resulted in a legal problem involving the car my mother and I bought together regarding it’s registration and it’s failure to pass a SMOG test (which prevents me from registering it). I’ve paid the DMV all the money it has asked for ($258) but still don’t have tags. A series of further mechanical problems with it have cascaded which now has me considering it a loss and junking it, the only reason we bought it being to provide me with transportation to keep check on her. An endeavor now moot. To top it off, my mother’s primary car (which I bought her) is experiencing mechanical problems that I must fix myself. Both cars are now down and my employment has been jeopardized. To cap it all off, purchase of the second car caused my mother to miss a life insurance payment and that policy (which would have greatly helped) has been lost. Am I under a Satanic curse? I feel like Job.
I have no plans to do anything destructive, “Vengeance is mine sayeth the Lord”. That is not my job as a Christian. I am trying to forgive the taunts and glee of both my mother’s apartment manager and my own former apartment manager however, that is easier said than done. Hard to image people can be so lost and deluded as to think that God doesn’t exist nor mean what he says… If you have to find out on the Day Of Judgement it won’t be a pleasant experience. A terrifying experience beyond what is capable here on earth, and rightfully so. If you don’t ask Jesus to pay for your sins, you will have to. You do not want that. Many will learn the hard way.
So I’m broke now, have two dying cars and an impending court date for one (even though it did pass the emissions part of the SMOG test but failed the computer part). I ask you, if the car passed emissions but the SMOG Technician tells you that the car’s computer has to “re-learn” and that you have to drive for one hundred miles to to that, should Gang Stalkers force you off the freeway towards waiting CHP officers, so that the CHP can give you a ticket for not having registration tags on the car? Even though you paid the DMV everything they required ($200 in past and current registration fees)?? Yes, just as I was approaching two parked CHP officers on the side of the freeway at the Gilman St. exit in Berkeley, California, a red SUV forced me into their waiting arms. This is what Gang Stalking is all about. Wish I had a video of it. I believe they are hoping for a warrant for my arrest if I don’t take care of the ticket, or to junk the car, which still runs. Not complaining, just stating facts and an opinion…
I’m still here though, if not waiting for the next attack. The janitor at my building seems to be riding his bike by places in the City that I park again. The last time he did that they found a dismembered body in the trash can on the corner of the same street near the Goodwill on Mission. I wonder what horror will be in the news at the spot I was where he rode by me this time. Ah, you see? There I go sounding all crazy again.
Back to the Pablum most minds can digest (no insult intended). I remain in my current state of physical health. I am still experiencing noxious gasses being put in my face and nose incessantly however, I can still pass a physical. I have lost ten pounds due to stress and constantly moving while working. My rent is fully paid, now that I made up for a month that I lapsed when my mother was killed ($1100). My mental state is stable if not troubled, I have no plans to do anything against the Will of God, I remain a Christian soldier on the battlefield although now I am all by myself. The Bible instructs us not to grieve for the dead as they are in a much better place with God, but it still happens from time to time. I still talk to my mother in my dreams, makes waking really sad though. Mother’s Day was a trial although not as bad as I thought it would be. I worked on the car, which went as expected (bad). I’ve explained to my employer that I’m having transportation problems, we’ll see how well that goes. Steady and gainful employment remains elusive.
Faith in Jesus is the only way to go.
To be continued…
PS. Landlords are dangerous, have spoken to people who swear that they were burned out of their rent control apartments by the landlord. You can really see this in SF Arson crime statistics. I always wondered why a secular former friend of mine who was slightly mentally challenged, insisted that land ownership made you someone in society. His sister happened to be a corporate attorney in training and he took her words for gospel. Now, I understand what he meant and how seemingly true his insistence’s have proven to be.
Landowners are integral components of the Deep State (especially Landlords) and are integral functionaries as agents of control, much like Nobles of the past. If the Deep State picks the winners and losers, guess who you must ally with in order to become a “landlord”. Gang Stalking is yet another method of control and they both are components of Satan’s Kingdom here on Earth, among many others. Think about it.
Wake up, Saints. Wake up.